I feel guilt.......

"Mommy Guilt"---some days it creeps in.
Today is one of those days.
However, most days it does not.

I feel guilt because
~I didn't change/wash the kids' sheets for 3 weeks

I feel guilt because
~the kids are loud, wild, and just being kids,
but they are extremely getting on my nerves this evening.

I feel guilt because
~I've yelled at them 3 times within the past 2 hours.

I feel guilt because
~Byron had to watch cartoons for 2 hours this afternoon
while I laid on the couch and tried to take a nap.

I feel guilt because
~I waited until Byron was in bed to make his snack for school tomorrow.
I just did not want to have to clean up another mess.

I feel guilt because
~I did not give the kids any dairy product or veggies or fruit
for dinner this evening.

I feel guilt because
~I'm pregnant, tired and have a very serious lack of energy
to do the things that my kids want me to do with them.

I feel guilt because
~Rylan has not taken a bath for 3 days
because I do not want to deal with the crying.

I feel guilt because
~I did not wash the kids hair with shampoo this evening.
I felt that the water alone was enough.

I feel guilt because
~I'm taking the boys to daycare 2 days this week,
maybe more if I need to.

I feel guilt because
~I didn't read them books this evening.
I just sent them to bed because of my irritability.

I feel guilt because
~bedtime couldn't have come soon enough tonight, and
it was a relief to get them all tucked in for the night.

And, the biggest reason
I feel guilt
because
~I feel all these things this evening, and
there are many women who can't have children, and
many moms who have lost their babies.
(And, here I am complaining about my children)

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